| Shawn and I broke up. My whole world is upside down right now. Things between the both of us just got really nasty. I miss him alot. He had to move out so stuff could cool out between us. I need the time away from him. I am missing him like crazy. It's sucks I had to lose my best friend right now. |
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| Life is so great! I fially got rid of Shawn which I am devistated. Went to Hillsboro Saturday with Mom and Robyn at JBS. then sunday went to beach laid with some friends. Then tonight went swimming at the beach and ate dinner with some friends. I had some really good seared tuna. Life is crazy... Good night xanga |
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| Happy 2009! Good-Bye 2008... Wow, now I sit here and sit back where did all this time go. It went by fast but don't get the wrong idea I don't dread a past moment or spend most of my time in the past but when you get moments it bring you back sometimes way back. I have went through so much this year an was at rock bottom. I wasn't at worst of the bottom but one more step in the wrong direction would of had me there. I was getting carried with the partying, bars, weed, and just working doing my thing. It was fun for a while but once I hit out for the night who knows where I would end up at times. The best part of the whole thing is that I found the better part of life. I opened my eyes and found more to life then what I saw. I only know right now I am not even seeing a quarter of it. I was reading back on my old blogs here. This web site has been one I have always leaved my mark at. If it wasn't a night where I was writing something short or just had to get it out. I use to come on here to see what Ashley use to be doing in Wisconsin. Ashley and I use to write on this website like it was are job. We had to keep everyone updated on our tabs and place. Elmo and Justo were like our lives back then. Now, they don't mean anything but something special from the past and that's the sad part. I don't even want to get there but I will give the 411 on them later. Christmas 2008 Back to Philly What a TrIp... BaCk... tO... ReUnItE...wItH ... ThE... P I A Z Z A's Being back at home made me never wanted to leave again. I will never miss another Christmas again. All the girls changed so much grew into all thier own little personalities I was shocked. We re-connected as if I was on a long vacation or something. We all did part a little bit but when it comes down to family thier right there. They understand the value of it now but keeping in touch forget that. I hate when family acts like its so hard to pick a phone and call someone. |
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| So Novemmber fourth, 2008 the united states has the first BLACK president elected. The sad part of this whole thing that are so far into the hole and he walking into a deep whole. United States, made the right choice the most risky one but its the answer who were told for so long an doubtful to put thier hand on history. Done on this day made the right choice. Does anyone think this will make everything change.
It was my big finale today at FHP! I finally had to say good-bye an it was the worse. I was ready for it but it's been the hardest thing is to let go. It has been apart of my life for the past two years. It's not being upset for the reason of getting fired. It's what the job has been apart of me for the past two years. I remember the first day that I walked into that place. Memories that all started there from Brian, Pedro, Tom, Darnell, Josh, Pat, Shawn, Reggie...etc.... the first day I walked in there that steven queen closed me to get into there. He told me how he was having so much fun there because they would pretend they were cops. At this time I was work at La Playa because I didn't have a job. It was about July 19th, 2006 when I had my first interview with Melissa then Pedro my right hand. I remember my training class Pedro was there the main man. The second day, we were on the phones the first phone called I heard was a manager who was younger than me like a pro at this. The first phone call that I tried to take was really bad. I was so scared that I my bottom lip was shaking so fast like someone had a gun to my head or something. I think I was late that day I wouldn't doubt it. So I got 6 sales for the day I was so happy. I called Aunt Jo being so excited. I was working at La PLAYA at the time where I grew to love each and everyone waitress and waitor there. The most special two Tessy and Carl we had some good times. I was getting a little twisted at the time an getting my hands on the whites was messing me up. I was upset with myself. I ended up getting drunk at La Playa all the time which no one isn't surprised. It kind of got to me but it was just another lesson that I had to go through to get to recovery. To Be Continued....
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| Well in life it takes you on some crazy turns. I always wonder about my life on how I take in every situation, person, moment in my life on how it changes everything around me and effects mefully. You never realize how much you could know about someone in every situation. I was raised in a life very different from what other people have been raised in. |
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